Sammel's Refuge

Hey there, lately I've been trying to get a diagnosis for my ADHD because it impacts my live a lot. During the sessions with the psychotherapist, I have to unbury a lot from my past that hurt a lot thinking about them. I didn't had a good childhood and if it weren't for my little brother, I might not be alive today, though maybe I wouldn't had gotten through with anything anyways, I was to afraid to die. I am very glad that I'm still alive though, I have a really amazing life currently. I'm still trying to process things that happened last year but I will eventually get there. I have a wonderful boyfriend and I feel fully loved, protected and accepted by him, I've never felt that way with anyone, I would go so far to say, that he will be the man that I will marry. This is the first time I ever had a healthy relationship and I love him so so much. It's currently 4am and I can't fall asleep again, because I'm thinking to much, so I wanted to write ...