period pain and some positive things

 Hey there! ^•⩊•^ ⍝ 

I know I already posted today, but I wanted to make a sort of weekly post too, where I sum up whatever happened within a week. I don't know yet if I will do this every week, but we will see. •⩊• 

This week was hell, I am glad it's over, first of all, I have a really strong period right now, the pain was a 9/10 on my pain scale and their was so much blood, I even had to change a tampon after 1.5 hours and it was meant for really strong periods. ⊙ꞈ⊙ 

I originally had an appointment at my doctor in a month, but they were able to squeeze me in, because a patient canceled theirs, so I got one at friday. Which was really good for me, unfortunately I had to postpone a job interview with a recruiter company, because it was only 10 minutes before the doctor appointment. Health takes priority though, so it's fine and it's a recruiting company anyways so I don't think it's that bad and I also got a new appointment for the job interview at Monday.

So yeah, the week started with really strong pain, it was difficult to do anything and that was just after a Covid infection, yayy. I actually still have symptoms from Covid, I had Covid for over 3 weeks now, what the heck. But my boyfriend was really caring, he brought me food and chocolate which made me feel better, I was able to forget my pain for a bit. At my doctors appointment I asked if I can take the pill again, as I had to stop taking it because I had severe depressions and the hormones from the pill shouldn't interfere with my therapy. My doctor actually said yes and I will take the pill again on the first day of my next period, she was pretty sorry that I will have to go through this pain again, but at least I will be able to be free again without my period, so it's worth it!

My boyfriend also changed the tires of my car, so that I can drive safely in the winter, he was really sweet and he even offered me to pay for the pill as I have financial problems and the pill is roughly 10€ per month, which is a lot for me right now. I hope I will find a job soon, so I won't have to worry about that again. I am still paying for the pill myself, but it's really cute that he wants to help me with it. He helped me so much this week and he was so understanding too. I am really grateful for him and I hope I don't have to move apart from him soon.

While changing the tires of mine and his car, my boyfriend found a tiny snail on his car and he made a photo which I then edited a bit, because his dirty car looks like inverted space. My car looks much worse than his by the way and he prefers his car to be dirty. So I am not insulting him by writing this. 

This is the photo:

And my edit:

I think it turned out pretty cool, even though it was just supposed to be a joke. ≻ω≺ 

We made burgers today which were really yum and I just love spending time with my boyfriend. We are doing a diet together, because we are both overweight. We started at June this year and I am already over 13kg down! I am very thankful that I don't have to do this diet alone, of course we are sometimes not a good influence on each other when it comes to food, but we are also stronger together. And it's fine if missteps happen, as long as we both get back at it again! We are doing a calories diet, I am allowed to eat a maximum of 1.500 calories per day which is not easy sometimes. I am a foodie, it just calms me and makes me happy, which is exactly why it's so bad, it's such an obsession for me, why does such good food exist?! But with my calorie diet I can eat whatever I want, even snacks, as long as I am within my calorie limit. Also why is it spelled calorie and not calory? ≻ω≺ 

Thanks for reading, I hope you have a great day/night! ♡