A lot happened (trigger warning: suicide, depressions, animal abuse)
Hey there. I know it's been a good while since my last blog, but there was just to much going on in my life, there still is actually. Where do I even start? I will get the negative things out of the way first, because they hit hard. Someone who is really important to me, my boyfriend, tried to kill himself multiple times at one day, he decided to tell me on the same evening (it was on a Friday after work), I bursted out into tears, I had severe panic attacks, he was worried that I would be angry at him, but I was just sad for him, I almost lost him, his attempts got really close, but something in him stopped himself to go further. We decided to call the suicide hotline the next day and I told him if he wouldn't call by the end of the day, I would call for him. He eventually called by himself and the suicide hotline sent the emergency doctor, which then sent the police. The police brought him into a closed psychiatry and he stayed there for like 3 weeks, but the psychiatry did...
